Sometimes it's hard for me to grow balls and tell people what I think of them. It's crazy, because people are always giving their perceptions of me, and I take it without any rebuttal. In most cases, I believe my behavior to be positive. I should not go around the world complaining, and keep my comments to myself. The problem ensues when my own personal well being is in jeopardy. I seem to be unable to stand up for myself. In the past years, I have come a ways in doing so, but people whom I feel close to, yet are so distanced from me are the ones I have issues in saying "hey, it's my moment to think about myself in this situation, and not other people." Many are completely satisfied with putting themselves first, and in rare cases, I do the same. I don't understand when people fail to realize another's position and make a decision which involves both parties well-being. My balls are a pretty nice size as they are, with trimmed hair and everything. In my opinion, they are great. I just need to use them more.