I am bored. I want to read, but I'm not really in the mood. I need to take a shower, but I want to take a bath, but I'm notready to be cold after my bath. Hmmm.. Decisions, desions. I know what I am going to do. I mean I want to stay online. Okay, I am going to take a bath, in a few minutes. hehe. I am soooo bored. I need a mate. I have decided, but how can I get a mate when I have taken myself off of the market? This is another deliema (that's not how it's spelled, or at least I don't think it is. hmmm.) Well I'm not like OFF of the market, I mean if the right person comes along, then I'll jump on it, but for now, that person isn't here (but I do have one in mind, but I can't reveal too much about that) I don't want to get into a relationship before I leave North Carolina, that's for sure, because the long distance thing will factor in, or I don't want to have to break up with someone if things are going really well. So, I'll just have to not have someone for the next two and a half months. It's not like it's a long time to wait, I've never really had a real mate anyways. I'm only 18, so I have plenty of time to find someone that's great for me, don't you think? Hmm. I do. I am right.

I love this song. India Arie is my girl. we go back, and she doesn't even know it. Fun times for her. Hell, fun times for me too! Sheet. I am about to paste all of her songs up here. She knows how to preach it! Get it girl! I promise, one day when I meet her, we will have some holler front times. Yaay rah. Well for now, it's India Arie's "I am Ready for Love"

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patience, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready


Oh yes, by the way, Dawson's was really good. I can't wait until next week. Fun times for all.