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Monday, October 18, 2004

It's been forever

And it's time for an update...

i don't really know what I'm going to write, but here goes:

So school's going pretty well, I'm on the newspaper, a staff writer. I just got the position of writing the sex column for it. It's quite exciting. I'm a sex coloumnist. How funny is that? It's only a small newspaper. hopefully, when I transfer, I'll get the same slot in the bigger paper.

Math sucks. When has math ever not sucked?

English is cool

Spanish is a great class, but it's hard to me. I guess I can't concentrate.

The Festival is going amazingly. I'm having a wonderful time. This festival, I"m doing much more than I did last year. I get to lead Q&A's with directors, talk to them, take them out, and just have fun times. I have learned so much in the past year, and here's looking to many more with the festival. I love it. I love everything there. I get paid now, so that's awesome too. I've seen some great films, and some not-so-great ones also. I don't really want to list them all, because it's alot, but it's cool to see the movies that I screened here in my living room actually playing on the big screen, and seeing how audiences react to them.

Ben's here now. Miley. It's different since he's been back. I feel like he's trying to pry himself into my life. He's already there, and there's not much to know. I mean I tell him everything that goes on here, you know? It's not like things are really happening while he's in the army. I bet his life is more exciting than mine right now.

I dont' have time to get my finincial situation squared away, but I'm working on it.

I quit drinking and smoking. All types. All drugs.

Talk about how my life has changed since that. I have money now. Well, not much more, but it's crazy how much money I spent on going out. I went shopping this weekend and bought way too many things. I should take them back, but I'm not going to. I'm going home this weekend. That's exciting. I haven't seen my siblings or mom in forever. It'll be nice. Anyone who actually reads this, take note.

No need to make my life sound more interesting than it is. I'm trying to work on a screenplay, but it's not working. Once the festival is over, I'll have more time to sit to myself. And concentrate on school. I have to make good grades.

Sigh

Apple rocks. As long as I stay on time, I'll be fine. I do love that job.

So yeah.

That's that.

No boys still, but I have noticed that I get more looks than I think. It's a self esteem booster.

I'm happy, and that's good. I'm content on where my life is going, I'm back on the right track.