Fun times for all!!!! I just needed to say that

Today is Wednesday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH JANE! You're only 329 days older than me! Love ya! Crystal is back today, from Greenville. She was supposed to come back Monday, but we sure won't go there. She has spent more time in Greenville this summer, than here with her family, and her other friends. I know that she has freinds in college, but she also has friends here. Come on now, I feel bad for all the people here. She goes back to college Saturday (hopefully, my dad is being a little trifflin, we won't go into that one). I kinda want her to go back, because I don't like her friends. That's mean to say, but it's the truth. My sister is different around them, but if it floats her boat, I can't condone it. I really don't like her boyfriend. Well I don't like the relationship they are in, that's better to say. They don't trust each other, and they are ALWAYS ALL UP IN EACH OTHER'S BUTT (literally) it's gross. It doesn't make any sense. They have only known each other 6 months. I guess that's a long time, but not long enough. I don't think the maturity level is there. He's 22 years old, and I am more mature than him. Everyone in my family acts different around them. My mom is all about them, and so is my brother. I think Christian is the only one that aggrees with me. I mean it's like he's already in the family, and I have much to say about that. They both need to finish college. Not just him first, but BOTH of them. I will not approve if he proposes. You think I am playing. I really don't think I will participate in the wedding. Yeah, that's about it. I just don't appreaciate the rudeness and curtness that he has. Well, I'll be done talking about that now. Triangle Towne Center, the humongous new mall, opened today. I haven't been, but I hope to go soon, like tomorrow, if someone wants to go there. American Idol is about to come on, I am addicted to that show, I have issues. Well, I'll stop writing now, I'll prolly update later.

Emotional: Just not in a good mood
Physical: Tired
Thankful: Friends
Look Forward to: moving to FL I can't wait till I get there
Hope and Pray: That I get into UCF Film school (please pray)
Music: Weezer
Movie: Lord of the Rings
Disgusting: The way Crystal and Kaleo are all over each other.

Hey. Went to B'fast with SJ, Nicole, and Robbie today, before he left. It put a great end to a great summer. Everyone finished on a high note. Fun times. I will miss the interns, but that's part of life. These interns (especially Robbie) were closer to me than any other, and I became more friends with them than an intern/student relationship. It was great. Yaay fun times.

Emotional: Sad, but that's life
Physical: Awake, now that I took a nap
Thankful: for a great summer
Look Forward to: Finishing my short
Hope: everyone has a great school year!
Music: Jimmy Eat Wrold
Movie: Empire of the Sun (my very favorite)
Disgusting: sweat on the booty area

You will have to excuse my last blog, you know the part about putting others before me.. I was going crazy, and I don't take out what I write. So, just disregard it, b/c it doesn't make any sense, and it makes me sound really bad.

Love ya!

Today is a sad day for all. (well actually it was yesterday, this is the first time that I have been on the computer to write this blog). This was the interns last day. That makes me sad. Enough said.

Okay, well yes, today was an extremely sad day, but it was a good day too. Hmm.. I have to make a list of all the things I must cover in today’s blog. X is over, Robbie’s car. My ego (if that’s what you want to call it), my problems with other people not liking me first, pointless emotions, I think that’ll be it.

Okay, we’ll start with X. my crush on X is over. Tonight sealed it. Now watch, tomorrow, I am going to be obsessed, but I really think it’s over. I don’t know why, but I realized, that tonight, it was like an epiphany. That’s all I’ll write about that. I will continue to be friends with X, but crush wise, nope. YAAY for me! I am excited, now I can go back to my old self, and not like anyone!

Well next on the list is Robbie’s car. We got it good tonight. We stayed to clean it though. He appreciated that, for sure. Tonight was my idea, but not the first time. We had to at least tell him who did it the first time. He already thought it was me, and that makes me sad, b/c I don’t know, but it does. I think that’s all about that. Oh yeah, I am hoping Reid gets us back, so we can start like a prank war. If he goes for the TPing of my house, let’s put it like this; he’ll regret it. I’ll go waay beyond that mess. I don’t play.

My ego. Well sometimes I think it gets out of hand, like I put people down too much, I mean it’s all in fun, but it can get excessive. I mean the people I hang out with most of the time can handle it, you know the “bow down to me” type thing. Hannah, Maya, and my family all do that. Shoot. We don’t play. I think it’s b/c we think highly of ourselves. I know I think highly of myself, b/c I really honestly believe that I am hot, and attractive, and that everyone should like me, because I am just awesome. There’s no other way of putting it. I don’t care if people don’t like me, because it’s their loss.

Now for people not liking me first. That sounds so stupid, but I think that everyone I know, be it friends, or whatever, should put me first. I don’t mean it like it sounds, like you don’t put friends before family, or stuff like that, but I am saying that it bothers me that people like other people more than me. Why don’ they like me the best? It’s prolly for the same reasons that I don’t like them the best, but I don’t think it should work like that. Like say someone I value close to my heart doesn’t consider me the same way I consider them. Not like a crush, I know that’s different, but like just a friend. I’ll give an example, because I know this person won’t get mad. Maya. She’s my best friend in the whole world. Say she got closer to someone else than me. That makes me upset, because she’s my best friend. I am not saying she can’t have other best friends, but I guess I want to say is what if she got someone I don’t like, or appreciate company with, and became all close to them? She sill liked me the same, but she did more with the other person, or something like that. I don’t know, it’s just me. I guess that’s a flaw of mine, besides the fact that I am short, but that’s okay. I’ll work on that.

Pointless Emotions. I am not saying emotions are pointless, but when you have some ghetto emotions for some ghetto reason, then that’s pointless. Like Jealousy. I know I can get jealous (hello, read above, that’s all jealousy) but being jealous for something pointless? Come on now. That’s just plain DUMB. I don’t really know what I mean, well I do, but I can’t explain it, so let me move on.

I think I am done. My summer was TERRIFFIC (well terrific doesn’t even come close to what it was) and I am going to miss the people who made it possible (please forvige me if I left your name out): Robbie, Laura, Jeff, Maya, Crystal, Jenny, Cristina, Bridgette, Sarah Jane, Nicole, Charity, Sarah C., Hannah, Kathryne, Adam, Emily, Melissa, My family (they should be first) The SWEET FAMILY, The Strawbridge (SP?) family, Rebecca, Daniel, Rebecca, Rachel, Morgan, Layne, Megan, Danny, Richard, Kristin, Anna, Beth, Beth, Sammy J, Reid, The Folks at Madstone, Charles, Chris, X, Y, Z, (haha), The folks in Mr. Peterson’s class, Stacey, my online people, the AHS marching band (Moulin Rouge), and everyone else. I had an awesome summer, and it’s all in thanks to all of you, some more than others, but everyone had a big part. I love you all.

Christopher.

Hey yopers! Remember that convo with Maya I was supposed to fix? Well, here it is in it's entirety. Take from it what you will. Fun times for all.
christoplg : write this down
christoplg : 423-645-5619
BrownEyedGirl183 : who is that
christoplg : just write it down
BrownEyedGirl183 : uh ok
christoplg : FUN TIMES
BrownEyedGirl183 : so which playboy's number did i write down?
christoplg : gues
christoplg : s
BrownEyedGirl183 : josh
BrownEyedGirl183 : john
BrownEyedGirl183 : daniel
BrownEyedGirl183 : charles
BrownEyedGirl183 : chris
BrownEyedGirl183 : hahhahaha
christoplg : nope
christoplg : I am mad you went there once again
BrownEyedGirl183 : i know right
BrownEyedGirl183 : haha so am i
BrownEyedGirl183 : so who is it
BrownEyedGirl183 : i am about to call it
christoplg : okay
christoplg : do it
BrownEyedGirl183 : naw
christoplg : do it!
BrownEyedGirl183 : you know i'm not!
BrownEyedGirl183 : that is trifflin
christoplg : COME ON!
BrownEyedGirl183 : what if it's someone's house
BrownEyedGirl183 : and i wake up their mama and daddy
BrownEyedGirl183 : i ain't that ghetto
christoplg : it's not
christoplg : I promise
BrownEyedGirl183 : i'm not doing it
BrownEyedGirl183 : what am i supposed to say
BrownEyedGirl183 : ugh,, christopher told me to call you
BrownEyedGirl183 : he wants to have sex with you!
BrownEyedGirl183 : shoot
BrownEyedGirl183 : i should do that
christoplg : I wish you would
BrownEyedGirl183 : haha
christoplg : hahahaha
BrownEyedGirl183 : you know i wouldn't
christoplg : that would be great
BrownEyedGirl183 : so are you going to tell me?
BrownEyedGirl183 : is it robbie
christoplg : just call it
BrownEyedGirl183 : ok
BrownEyedGirl183 : i'm going to do it
christoplg : YES!
BrownEyedGirl183 : you promise i won't wake up anyone
christoplg : yes
BrownEyedGirl183 : i'm going to say you made me do it
BrownEyedGirl183 : ok
christoplg : kay
BrownEyedGirl183 : so if anything happens
christoplg : okay
BrownEyedGirl183 : i can't believe i'm doing this
christoplg : tell me when it's over
BrownEyedGirl183 : BOY!!!!!!!!
BrownEyedGirl183 : IT SURE WAS ROBBIE
BrownEyedGirl183 : trick
christoplg : HAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAH
AH
AHHAHA
christoplg : HAHHA
HAHHA
ahhah
christoplg : ahahaha
christoplg : hahahahh
BrownEyedGirl183 : but guess what
christoplg : ahhahaha
christoplg : hahaha
christoplg : what?
BrownEyedGirl183 : he asked me what i was doing tom. night
christoplg : you're f*cking kiddin
christoplg : g
christoplg : me
BrownEyedGirl183 : NO!!!
BrownEyedGirl183 : i promise you
christoplg : oh shit
christoplg : what did you say?
christoplg : I would cancel on myself to go out with him
BrownEyedGirl183 : i was like, "um, I'm goign to a dinner for christopher & his mom"
BrownEyedGirl183 : and he was like, "ok.. well call me before monday"
BrownEyedGirl183 : and he was like, "i'm glad you called"
christoplg : oh shit
BrownEyedGirl183 : CHRISTOPHER!
christoplg : FUCK
christoplg : FUCK
christoplg : FUCK
BrownEyedGirl183 : i thought he liked Laura!
BrownEyedGirl183 : shit
BrownEyedGirl183 : boy
christoplg : FUCK
BrownEyedGirl183 : damn
christoplg : FUCK
christoplg : FUCK
christoplg : FUCK
christoplg : FUCK
BrownEyedGirl183 : WHAT?!?
BrownEyedGirl183 : calm down
BrownEyedGirl183 : better me than carey
BrownEyedGirl183 : shit
BrownEyedGirl183 : i knew
BrownEyedGirl183 : it
christoplg : I KNOW
christoplg : did you really?
BrownEyedGirl183 : yeah
BrownEyedGirl183 : i could kind of tell
BrownEyedGirl183 : DAMN]
christoplg : really?
christoplg : sure
christoplg : you know I watch out fir my girk
christoplg : *girl
BrownEyedGirl183 : haha
BrownEyedGirl183 : man
BrownEyedGirl183 : that is some stuff
christoplg : shoot, you kow I knew...
BrownEyedGirl183 : knew what
christoplg : i just didn't think he would say that
BrownEyedGirl183 : you knew he liked me?
christoplg : yeah
christoplg : GURl
BrownEyedGirl183 : what did he say
christoplg : I can't just tell you
BrownEyedGirl183 : tell me!!
christoplg : he only asks about you
BrownEyedGirl183 : are you for real
christoplg : yes
BrownEyedGirl183 : FUCK!
BrownEyedGirl183 : damn
BrownEyedGirl183 : does he really like laura?
christoplg : well yes, but come on now
BrownEyedGirl183 : damn
christoplg : I would like you over some laura
BrownEyedGirl183 : how come you didn't tell me?
christoplg : I can keep a secret, can't I?!?
BrownEyedGirl183 : b/c you wanted him?
christoplg : so there
BrownEyedGirl183 : damn
BrownEyedGirl183 : boy...
BrownEyedGirl183 : are you serious?
BrownEyedGirl183 : shit
BrownEyedGirl183 : fuck
BrownEyedGirl183 : dman
christoplg : well you know I want him, but I can't have him
BrownEyedGirl183 : so he asks about me?
christoplg : yes
BrownEyedGirl183 : BOY YOU KNOW I AM LYING MY FUCKING ASS OFFF
BrownEyedGirl183 : HAHAHHAHA
christoplg : you are making me so jealous
christoplg : no
BrownEyedGirl183 : i KNEW that was ROBBIE"S number
BrownEyedGirl183 : i heard him telling SAM
BrownEyedGirl183 : and REID
christoplg : he straight up does ask about you
BrownEyedGirl183 : oh shit
BrownEyedGirl183 : i couldn't help it
BrownEyedGirl183 : sorry
BrownEyedGirl183 : for real though?
christoplg : NAW!!!!!!!!
BrownEyedGirl183 : BITCH
BrownEyedGirl183 : damn
christoplg : You know I am lying!
BrownEyedGirl183 : FUCK
BrownEyedGirl183 : man we have problems
christoplg : I am laughing my ass off
BrownEyedGirl183 : damn it
BrownEyedGirl183 : haha
BrownEyedGirl183 : did you believe me though?
christoplg : and you believed me too
christoplg : we both had each other going
BrownEyedGirl183 : i sure did
christoplg : we are trifflin
BrownEyedGirl183 : aw sheet
christoplg : I have to tell him
BrownEyedGirl183 : we sure are
BrownEyedGirl183 : hahaha
BrownEyedGirl183 : don't
BrownEyedGirl183 : well ok you can
BrownEyedGirl183 : haha
christoplg : I will
christoplg : tomorrow
BrownEyedGirl183 : aw geez
christoplg : that is the funniest thing I have ever heard in my life
BrownEyedGirl183 : naw but then he will think i'm obsessed with him
BrownEyedGirl183 : and he won't think it's so funny b/c he doesn't know you like him too
christoplg : don't worry
christoplg : I'll make it funny
BrownEyedGirl183 : naw
BrownEyedGirl183 : man
BrownEyedGirl183 : so he does like laura still
christoplg : man
christoplg : shit
christoplg : I am mad you didn't call the number
BrownEyedGirl183 : we have issues
BrownEyedGirl183 : well duh
BrownEyedGirl183 : i knew it was him
BrownEyedGirl183 : i wasn't about to do it
christoplg : yes we do!
christoplg : hah
BrownEyedGirl183 : i for real thought you were serious
christoplg : so did I!
BrownEyedGirl183 : hahaha
BrownEyedGirl183 : did you think i would really call someone up at 12:30
BrownEyedGirl183 : please
BrownEyedGirl183 : that i didn't even know
christoplg : yeah that is true
christoplg : I would though
BrownEyedGirl183 : haha
BrownEyedGirl183 : i want to be there when you tell himn though
BrownEyedGirl183 : so i don't sound like a freak
christoplg : naw
BrownEyedGirl183 : and then he's scared to be around me
BrownEyedGirl183 : c'mon now
BrownEyedGirl183 : that's not fair
christoplg : b/c you will slip and be like Christopher likes you
BrownEyedGirl183 : NO I WOULDN"T
BrownEyedGirl183 : i do not slip on shit like that
BrownEyedGirl183 : i promise you
christoplg : okay
BrownEyedGirl183 : alright
christoplg : we will do it sometime then
BrownEyedGirl183 : ok
BrownEyedGirl183 : hahahahha
BrownEyedGirl183 : i am still cracking up
BrownEyedGirl183 : b/c you know i was going butt ass crazy when you said all that shit!
BrownEyedGirl183 : then i felt bad and i was like... ok i'm lying!
christoplg : I know you were.. sheet
christoplg : you know we know how to make the other whall out!
BrownEyedGirl183 : SHOUL NUF!
christoplg : I swear sometimes people think we are married
BrownEyedGirl183 : christoplg : I would cancel on myself to go out with him
BrownEyedGirl183 : that is too funny
BrownEyedGirl183 : haha
BrownEyedGirl183 : i know right
christoplg : HAHAHAHA
christoplg : sheeet
christoplg : YOU KNOW!
christoplg : I can't believe I said that
christoplg : hahah
christoplg : I am laughing on myself
christoplg : *at
christoplg : more like shitting on myself
BrownEyedGirl183 : hahahah
BrownEyedGirl183 : i know
BrownEyedGirl183 : i am about to wake up the whole house
BrownEyedGirl183 : hahaha
christoplg : I already did
christoplg : sheeeeeeeeeet
BrownEyedGirl183 : damn!
BrownEyedGirl183 : we have to tell someone
BrownEyedGirl183 : not robbie
christoplg : who?
christoplg : come on now
BrownEyedGirl183 : crystal
BrownEyedGirl183 : well...
christoplg : oh hell no
BrownEyedGirl183 : maybe not since she don't know about you
BrownEyedGirl183 : jenny or sarah i guess
christoplg : she won't appreciate that
christoplg : Sarah, I don't know
BrownEyedGirl183 : no one will appreciate it the way WE do!
christoplg : I am afraid of her telling beth
BrownEyedGirl183 : TRUE THAT
BrownEyedGirl183 : whew
BrownEyedGirl183 : i am wide awake now
BrownEyedGirl183 : from laughing
christoplg : I KNOW!
christoplg : I can't stop thinkning about if he really said that
BrownEyedGirl183 : aw
BrownEyedGirl183 : i know right


Hahaha that is all folks!

It has been too long since I have written in my blog. It's 4:30 and I am at work, bored and tired as ever. At church, there was a quasi-lock in, (the girls weren't allowed to stay (we won't get into that)) and I got about a total of 4 hours of sleep. It was fun, until I'd say the girls had to leave. We then went to Wendy's (well some people went to Waffle House) and ate in the parking lot. Then I went home to get some stuff, and went back to church with Hannah. (She's a girl, and we felt like breaking some rules) so basically, we stayed at the church. Hahaha so we had our own lock in. Well we slept outside, but that's b/c it was beautiful. We had some heart-to hearts, and saw some shooting stars, just fun times in general. It was awesome. Then we went home, only to come to a meeting three hours later, at 10 (for work, we both work at Madstone). Then I went back home had some Life cereal (my favorite.. oh yes) and came to work. Fun times for me huh? OH Yes. I am now looking at pointless semi-funny websites, b/c I have nothing to do. Fun times for all, huh? Tomorrow is the intern's last day. I still need to buy Laura a gift for going away, I already bought Robbie's. I don't know what to get, but hopefully, I'll think of something. It doesn't help that I think I left my wallet at the church parking lot. I'll check there when I get off of work. Not fun times, b/c that's like all the money I have, well except for the money I have in the bank. I am still in love with X, but I think that will be over soon. Hannah and I saw a movie yesterday, called Sunshine State. It was really good. I like that the plot develops through the characters, and dialogue, than setting, and other events. I need to see more movies, we got 4 new ones, and I have only seen one. at 5:30 Hannah, and Becky come in, and they make me smile, so mabye that will pass some time. I need to grow. I wish I were taller. I just thought you would like to know that. Hey! WOWSERS, someone who went to my high school (they were like 3 years older than me) just came in! I highly doubt that they remember me, but I sure do remember them, they were in 2 of the plays that I ASMed. I don't know what else to write, so I'll stop writing now.

Emotional: Sad, b/c everyone is starting school, and that makes me sad, and sad times for all
Physical: Bored, Tired, yet, Awake
Thankful: people like me
Look Forward to: Going to school in Jan
Hope: i get taller
Music: Vanessa Carlton
Movie: Sunshine State

Oh my gosh! I have so many issues. I am back from Florida, my computer was mucking everything up, so I haven't written since them. A/W, I had an awesome time, like just about the most fun I have had all summer. I am at work now, and it's Monday. Fun times for all. Hannah is awesome. I am back to liking person X again. I have never had a crush an ANYONE off and on like this! Never in my life has someone gotten to me like X. It's so weird. I have issues. sheet. I still haven't changed that blog. hahaha. I crack myself up. WE GOT FULL FRONTAL!! It's the new Soderbergh movie. Hannah is going to work here with me! Now I am going to have more fun times than I already have at work! Fun times! WELL, I am giong to go now, I have so much to say, but I am not in the mood to say it! X X X X X! man I really like me some X. Peace.